the end of classes is less than two weeks away.

It feels loaded. I'm actually super pissed because I wanted to do so much shit this year and I've basically pissed it away. I'm at no better a position right now than I was at the end of last year.

Actually, I have worse hair.


ok ok I'm being over-dramatic a little. I did accomplish a few things since the end of last year. I got a reputable job, found a steady place to live, and fucked three more people. But... just... UGH!!!! What part of me is adverse to accomplishment?? I AM SO CAPABLE! Maybe I need some counseling on this because I'm actually so, so fed up of my current lazy fat bitch lifestyle.















enough of that. I know enough about the mechanics of change to know that focusing on the negative is only detrimental to my cause. So disregarding all that, I now have an entire summer to devote to betterment. The summer of betterment. I like that.
First thing I'm going to do is buy a *new* journal, because this is pretty much a new chapter of my life. Then I'm going to fill the beginning of that journal with every thing, no matter how tiny or seemingly insignifigant, that I want to accomplish within the year. It'll be sort of like a vision-notebook, to begin with. THEN I'm going to document all the beautiful, wondrous, nurturing activities I accomplish throughout said year.

perfect. Already my head is swimming with the things I'm going to do :)