for so long I've wanted to be internet famous, but now I realize it's immaterial. Obviously, my output into this blog (for instance) is an array of stumbling words I hope make some sense to an outsider, but really what makes a blog (or whatever) interesting? Content. People like pictures. Pictures of things. People like people who make things.

I don't want to be a perpetual re-poster, so all I spew is words because of.. well, lazyness.

Let's do a mini-evaluation shall we?

Me. Now:

• too fat
  
• too unfocused
  
• too unmotivated
  

Me. The future:

• in shape
  
• focused
  
• motivated
  

I actually feel like I'm accomplishing 2 & 3, buuuut am still a little lax on 1. Basically, I need to excersize and stop eating crap (she says as casually sipping a beer on the couch).

I wish I was more... pushed. Not motivated (I'm working on that and it's coming) but actually felt PUSHED by some outside source to do it. I work better with pushing.

I should learn to push myself