Sunday, January 4, 2009

detox; day 3

BLAAAAARRRRRG

I feel sick and I'm unsure if it's because of the cleanse or an actual sickness. Thing is, I felt somewhat sniffly and cold-ish before I even started so I think it's a combination.

Thoughts on the d-tox:
1) oh my god I want creamy delicious substances. Yesterday I craved dough. Today I crave dairy. All the time I crave sugar.
2) After eating healthy for two days my skin is acting up. This doesn't surprise me as I've had issues surrounding dry skin and weird rashy things popping up from time to time, and the box said that skin conditions may worsen at first before getting better. It's nothing bad or even terribly noticable, just a nuisance.
3) My body aches. The kind where my muscles feel like they belong to an 80 year old.
4) Mentally speaking, I'm doubting the effectiveness of this program just by how shittttttty I feel right now. I've read all the reviews saying that this initial crap fest will pass but UGH! pass now. And I have class tomorrow.

Maybe class will be good for me. Get me out there, doing something. I have to make food now to bring to school. I guess I could eat sushi... well... not really. They put sugar in sushi rice (delicious delicious sushi rice) so that's a no-no. I do really want some raw tuna though. Mmmm sashimi.

Seriously though. My biceps are like crazy sore from carrying groceries home yesterday. What??!? I used to be an elite athlete thank you very much! Now this? I attribute it to the cleanse. My mom (the beakon of all reasoning) said that all my muscles are probably inflamed and I should take ibuprofen but we have none in the house.

to sum everything up: BLLLLARRRGGG

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