analysis of rut

The aforementioned rut is referring to the one I find myself in. Let's look at it from all sides, shall we:

1. Home life - undesireable, mainly attributed to an evil step mother and lack of emotional support, or outlets for expression in any real way.
2. School life - dragging on in an attempt to prove the fact that highschool really does peeve me on so many levels, and yet is completely indispensable, at least for me. Although, I have no complaints whatsoever concerning my lovely group of friends.
3. Love life - what is that? -So far on the horizon I can only wish.
4. Intrapersonal life - I'm dissatisfied with a lot of personal attributes, and also with the fact that I'm vain in that sense.

There is the grand list of ridiculously ongoing unfourtunate circumstances I pout about on a regular basis. Considering that is basicly all my worries though, that's pretty good I think. The main thing I have problems with is #1 on the list, with today providing much fuel for this rant. I truly believe that because a major major change is so close to happening I'm noticing every little annoyance that much more, and these things would not be bothering me as much if I couldn't almost taste them going away.

ah well, such is life.